Mysteries Unexpressed Live Within Us

Sam Hodges

photo: Sam Hodges
 May 20, 2012 

  

"You cannot know what a woman is thinking if her presence asks more of you than your senses can tolerate. We have puzzled over this since we were boys, and it leads us on trails of discomfort, discovery, joy, revelation the same way esoteric knowledge unveils itself to a purely intellectual mind set in its ways. You can't size it down. The scope of perception is not a vehicle in the shape of a cone, a triangle, or square or even a circle. It is form without design, only depth and the perception of being. At least that impression comes from some of the mysteries we meet in our lives who look like women, but reveal themselves in realms demanding more of us than lust, brute force, talk. Who are we alive? those women ask of us, as that question simultaneously shapes us into the possibility of discovery between what is sacred within them!" - Gregory E. Woods, Sirmiq Aattuq Wisdom Keeper (2.18.14) 

Muriel stood there atop the roof the blue of the sky as a backdrop to the single most important figure above the city.

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TRUTH in Time

Priya Rackoff 

Priya Rackoff is 60 years old in this picture. Fresh and outdoors it is obvious something of depth has occurred in her life, and deepened her beauty, its mystique, and widened her soul into something profoundly sexy, desirable and out of reach of normal comprehension. She lives somewhere much younger women pretend to know exists.  

- Dawn Wolf, Keeper of Stories 2.16.14 

Christina Aguilera

Tanned, clutching her ample breasts, nude, save black heels, Christina Aguilera is in a bed of white silk sheets underneath what appears to be a blond wig. I may be wrong about the hair, but it is unmistakable that something is missing, something has been taken away and something is appreciative of what is beautiful and captivating to the eye and the senses about the singer posing in bed for publicity, to sell product. - Dawn Wolf, Keeper of Stories 2.16.14 

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Sexual Abuse Analysis

"This is a deep subject that dominates our living. I appreciate the courage it took to write as you have written, Karen. Advocacy for this group of people plunges an activist, a prayer warrior, a Protector and the police and others into the fabric of this culture itself bound into a history of abuse, murder and conquest. The spirit in which we build determines the spirit of the house and the context of the home. . ." - Dawn Wolf, Keeper of Stories 

Freedom!!

"Amen. This is so true. Lately I have witnessed (I work at a homeless shelter with a lot of young women, some with children with them, some that have had their children taken away. everyone's story is different) many young women involved in lesbian relationships after being abused by men (mostly by men in their families or mother's boyfriend, etc.). They somehow think that dealing with another woman is safer. However, they end up in relationships with other women that are also abusive in some way or many. It's not the gender. It's the behavior of the abuser and to some extent the abused, because of their feelings of unworthiness. When one accepts the abuse, excuses and defends the abuser it becomes a hard cycle to break until they can do what you speak about in your status. 

I'm not saying this to get into a discussion on homosexuality, but just to bring up one example of how abuse affects some people. The same is true with a lot of young gay men (and, no, I am not saying that I believe that everyone that is gay has been abused). Abuse, especially sexual abuse, messes with one's spirit in a way like no other. I pray that the Church will start addressing sexual abuse more than it addresses homosexuality. It's time to get to the root of the issues that are so deep and not discussed in our homes or churches. It's as if it is taboo. What happens in families and is kept secret affects the entire family and thus the entire community. 

Again, I'm not speaking out against homosexuality, I'm speaking out about the how sexual abuse often affects it's victims. It (abuse) causes so many to end up abusing alcohol and drugs and going from one abusive relationship to another. AND, please if anyone knows about children being abused or if you have been abused speak out and get help for the child that can not advocate for themselves." - Karen Coy 7.19.14

walking away, Noëllie de Casterlé

Karen Coy, I understand the apologizes in your analysis. Pity, it has to be that way. But, beyond that I feel deeply what you are conveying to a sleeping giant.: indifference. The crux of your heart of concern you said with the direct point of a spear:

"I pray that the Church will start addressing sexual abuse more than it addresses homosexuality. It's time to get to the root of the issues that are so deep and not discussed in our homes or churches. It's as if it is taboo. What happens in families and is kept secret affects the entire family and thus the entire community..."

One of the things I can add to this is the misrepresentation of the teachings of Jesus. Jesus was a Protector. People become Saviors after they have saved someone from something. Protectors are Warriors and to become one requires much more than mouthing off at the insanity of an abusive lifestyle. In the call for help by the abused abusers are protected in the most subtle of ways by the inability of millions incapable of protecting another. To be a Protector, whether it is inborn, or not, requires tutelage of the spirit and the body needs a mind disciplined enough to discern a number of things in the act of protecting people.

The Church, as you mentioned, Karen, is historically not a protector in the complex realms of sex. The Puritans get a lot of credit for that in American culture, and the traceable line of sexual depravity from Europe we have absorbed into what became American culture colors our world deeply in mourning and terror. I agree with your assessments about abuse. Abuse tries to create paths to solace, to freedom and craves an identity away from the horrors of their abused lives. Homosexual communities over the centuries in Western countries provided some measure of safety because the Church could not and did not know how to validate the lives they (unknowingly, and knowingly) created from the doctrines espoused from the pulpit. - Gregory E. Woods, Keeper of Stories 7.20.14

Ann Marie Rios in dark shower